Kinda feeling like that this afternoon!!!

BUT I have no whitey to hold!  Grandma named her black dog that so if anyone wanted to steal the dog they would never guess it's name!
Talked to Terry this afternoon and she just did not sound very settled in her new place.  She also sounded very tired.  She only arrived Tuesday afternoon so I guess I may be hoping for or wishing for the best too early.  Anyway as I was going through old pictures I happen on this one and I said to myself I kind of feel that way today!  I think even Whitey feels gloomy.  For some reason my mood is pretty gloomy today and it may be that I had/have such high hopes now that Terry is moved and as of yet it is a slow process.  BUT I kind of expect that to be the case for a LONG time.
I do have some very good news that is not related to Terry.  I brought Terry's and my passports with me and when I took out the passport book only Terry's was there.  It has been on my mind for the last couple of days and I have spent considerable time looking with no success.  I was up about 4 AM this morning or so and I thought I needed a nap this afternoon so I went upstairs but all I could think about was that darn passport and sleep would not come.  I got up and looked through the suitcases with no luck.  Then for about the 10th time in the last couple of days  I looked in my briefcase where it should have been and there in a pocket pretty much hidden it was!  I had seen the top of it before but thought it was something else.  I really don't need it now but we do have to apply for new ones in about 6 months and I did not want to renew with a lost one.  Now maybe I will sleep better at night.
Darn, I go out and look at the garden two or three times a day and still NO carrots or kohlrabi yet.  I don't know if I planted them too deep or if the seeds were bad.  They were planted about 12 days ago I think.
No, as one could guess I should be working and am doing this instead.  Probably tells you what my energy level has been.

I found this picture in a bunch of old ones and the picture is an inch square so that is the reason it is not very good quality.  That is Dave in the back, baby Helen and I in the front sitting with Janet.  I would say it is a pretty darn cute picture.  I should learn how to get rid of cracks in old pictures as I know there is a program one can use to do that.  I can NOT believe that I had to wear those darn suspenders as they are supposed to be for only only men!

Yes you are right.  I am just rambling on to take up time and avoid work.  In half an hour I can justify taking time to watch the national news and then the local news.  I wonder if there will be any news other than the covid-19 and Lloyd news?