Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Kind of the same


I got a big laugh out of the way Henry helped his dad pack for the trip home.  As you can see he is working very hard :).  Really I know what he is doing.  He loves his dad so much he wanted to be close to him as he worked.  Some kids sure are blessed!  I did not intend to blog this morning but as I read the last paragraph of Jerry Wind's Caring Bridge Site I felt I should.  Jerry writes about what he has gone through after his accident and how it has changed the way he thinks, acts and lives.
As I cared for Gail and lived with her as she became more and more ill she changed in mind and body greatly but I did too.  As she entered heaven I too entered a new life but it was here on earth.  Some examples are:
  • I wanted to slow down and enjoy more of God
  • Sports on TV became not important
  • I became more compassionate and less judgemental
  • I became more emotional in a good way
  • Many things that were important in the past now seemed so not important
  • Life seemed more fragile, more important, more close to my heart
  • I desired to pray for the sick and I had an intense heart for those who suffer
Those are a few of the changes I saw in myself.  I suppose that a person has some basic character and personality traits that are always with us and in those I hope most are good but I know that the way I think, the way I act and the things I desire to do changed a lot.  Of course I have and probably always will have so many things that I desire and need to change in my life but my prayer is that God will grant me a life long enough to see and change those things.
My only other thought this morning is I hope God serves good quality french press coffee in heaven!

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